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So, not like anyone actually reads my journal anymore but this is just a little fyi to the public.
Right now at this point my life is wonderful.
FOR ALL THOSE WHO THOUGHT DAN WAS USING ME AND OUR REATIONSHIP WAS BULLSHIT WELL SUCK ON THIS!!!! Dan got a job, the main reason he got a job was if he wanted to keep living with me when i move into my new appt. in oct. he had to have a job. So were gonna both move into the new appt. together. And with our combined incomes we have alot of extra money, plus yea we only have one car between us but our work scheduals are exactly the same, and our works, are not even 5min away from each other, so i'll always be able to take him and pick him up from work, cause its on my way. SO yea, my parents are happy, i'm happy, dan is happy. PLus Sam and i might end up moving into the same appt. complex (she is gonna move into a one bedroom, and dan and i are also moving into a one bedroom) plus i'm still going to college which my parents are still paying for until i get my psycology degree. SO yes my life is pretty perfict right now. And dan and i are for real. We have even talked about marrige and children, but in a futer tense like it would be cool if we end up gettting married, or if we ever get married we would want 2 kids. Stuff like that. Anyways i'm gonna go now, to kiss my wonderful boyfriend. I was just post to let all you jack ass's who that he was using me to know you were fucking wrong so suck on that. (and no this is not directed at any one person)
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[09 Jun 2005|02:59am] |
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Warning: this post is about dan
So Dan is out of town due to a death in the family until monday, and i'm sick with a seinse (can't spell) infection. Horrible timing right, all i want is to be held, but i know he can't help the bad timing, and his family needs him. I told him today when he called from chicago that i was keeping a tally on the hours of cuddeling he owned me he said that was cool and he would make it all up to me when he got back, and then he told me to get alot of rest and that he loves me. I'm not sure why but just hearing him say he loves me made me feel better. I know this time apart is good for us, and that when he comes back things will be great but i just kinda miss him, i'm not use to having time to myself, not sure what to do with it, it sucks even more cause i'm sick and can't go hang out with ppl.
lol i'm writing this while my bath tub is filling and it almost over flowed. OMg that reminds me, i've been feeling like crap since sunday and monday night dan and i took a bath together, and omg it was soo nice, oo and on the trip home from acon i sat in the passengers seat cause i was sick and i would randomly reach my hand back to hold dans for a few seconds and everytime i did he would lean down and kiss it, IT WAS SOOO SWEET, I really am so happy with him, i'm almost afraid of losing this, but i know if i worry about that i won't enjoy what i have while i have it. Anyways i'm gonna go jump into the tub.
see yas laters
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[30 May 2005|12:58pm] |
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Okies i guess i'll update since i have like an hour before work. Well for those of you who don't know, i got a knew job, i am no longer a bill millers slave. Instead now i work at an assisted living home. The pay is about the same, the benfits are much much better, and the job itself is alot better, and will look wonderful on a resume. SO yes i've been working there for about 2 weeks now ^_^.
Okies now on to fun stuff ACON!!!! Its gonna rock, Its gonna be Sam and bruce, Dan and i, and my brother. ITs gonna be wonderful, it will be dan and bens first time at a con (yay) and we get to stay at my cosins house, which is not even two seconds from the hotel (like last year) and sam's parents say they would pay for gas so all anyone really needs to pay for is 50 to get in, and whatever else they want, but considering its all in all a really cheep vaca, it looks like i'll probably have around 100 to spend and my own will which isn't alot but better than nothing.
Dan and i are still together making him my second longest relationship so far. Beaten only by the gay guy LOL, and things are wonderful. He really is a great boyfriend, lol he is always trying to make sure i'm happy and as usual i still have the best conversations with him (next to sam ofcourse) I'm really happy cause i think this is what i've wanted, I never got it with jason, or anyone after him, Just somone who i love who loves me back and can just comfort me when things are wrong, and will allow me to comfort them.
Its really nice waking up to someone you love every morning ^_^
well i guess thats it for now, off to take care of the elderly *flys away like super man*
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[17 May 2005|09:25am] |
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Okies, so update...yes yes it will be good. *yea i just woke up, please forgive me"...
WORK----buuuuut MY ENSLAVEMENT AT BILL MILLERS IS ALMOST OVER!!!! so i was out looking for dan a job (actually i was just kinda driving around seeing who was now hiring. And i saw this nice looking place with a now hiring sign hanging. SO i go into the place not even knowning what it is. It turns out to be an assited living home and i apply and i umm basically got hired, i'm going to fill out the paper work today. SOOO i put my two weeks in tomorrow at bill millers. YAY!!! and yes so i'm very happy about that.
Family-----well other than a few intresting cercumstances, which i won't go into online, with my mother, everything is cool in that neck of the woods.
School---is over....yay
SAM--- Well sam and i have been a little distant lately, but i think between dan being here and her new work schudual, my work schuedual and bruce its kinda hard. If anything its my fault cause by the time she gets home i'm already loked in my room with dan. I think Sam and i should have a girls day out sometime soon. But yea other than that everything is great there, were best friends and seem to talk through most everything. ^_^
DAN- OMFG this boy is crazy. He wasn't kindding when he said if we ever started dating things would change. He is so fucking concerned about me. ITs soooo cute. If i sigh the wrong way he is like are you ok. But that not all his fault. due to newly introduced birthcontrol (which my mother demanded i be on if dan is living here) is totally fucking with my emotions. so i get randomly angree at stupid shit. But he is so wondeful, he puts up with it, and i try to tone it down around his friends, and even then when i get upset he is still concerned. O its wonderful. I'm so freaking happy, i mean i don't think i have been this happy in a long time. Like before jason...or right at the begining of me and jason, but that till now has all been crap.
But yes i'm happy and I can't wait to go to ACON!!! and this year is gonna rock, I'm gonna have my best friend MY boyfriend (who has never been) yay, MY brother (who has never been) and i think dan and ben will have alot more fun with each other there (they get along really well) and ofcourse bruce, the sweetheart, he is always fun to have around. And we will be staying at my kick ass cosins house, the ppl who bought sam and me achole last time we were there.
SO yes so happy and exicted o and now i have to go get my new job.. HA TO ALL YOU LOSERS WHO DON'T HAVE A JOB...I HAVE TWO....rigt now....=P j/k
love yall
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OK so life had been moving along pretty fast right, First were friends with benfits, then he is staying here, then were dating, then he is living here...and now somthing has happened that i thought would never happen....He said he loved me. It suprised me a little. And if any of you know dan when it comes to love, he kinda avoids that word like the plage, so for him to say it, it does mean alot. He admited that his feeling for me have grown quite a bit and yea. I held of posteing about this cause i wasn't sure if i wanted to. I wasn't sure if i wanted some people out there knowing this. Some people think that when it comes to dan and relationships, he is just out for one thing, or maybe they think he is just using me. truthfully i would rather them not know this because of there pathitic reactions to it and sceptisim, but i've become a hell of alot closer to dan than they know, even though they won't belive that. ANyways he is telling the truth, and if he isn't well then he is going through a lot of shit just to lie. I'm very happy, and kinda lost, everything is happening kinda fast so i'm just trying to take in the full meaning of it all and enjoy it. ANyway thats it for now i guess. Nighty night.
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[30 Apr 2005|03:55pm] |
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So, schools almost over, yay, i just have to take my final then i don't have to worry about that shit for a few months. Akon is almost here YAY, and its all set, Sam bruce, ben, dan and i are all going. Dan and my brother are getting along wonderfully, which is scary, so i asked dan, then told my brother to follow dan around akon, dan is cool with it and i know my brother would have alot more fun with dan than he would with me. Dan and ben just finished beating D&D for X-box and now Dan and i are going to Dave and Busters for Bens birthday party, and then were gonna stay at my house tonight cause ben alex and ricky want dan to role play with them....*dies* eh there are worse things. Actualy i think its pretty cool how well they get along. Anyways so this that has lasted now a week, is so far a hell of alot better than the first. Dan is really wonderful, and i'm haveing to learn to relax a bit more or i'll go crazy. Its cool though, during the day i either work or go over to my moms house then at night dan and i usally play super mario (for super nintentdo) or he helps me play FF8. Then we ummm yea and then cuddle and than sleep. I think next weekend thought i'm gonna take dan out to get job applications. Anyways so yes, and sam and i are good, she seems to be getting over things well and starting to enjoy life agian. So for right now my life is still probably as close to perfict as it can get.....my spelling isnt', but my life, its all good.
O and jenn I WANT TO HANG OUT WITH YOU GOD DAMN IT, PICK UP YOUR PHONE =P
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So i've come to the conclusion that i'm tired of stupid drama (agian =P) So yes james I'm sorry for jumping down your throat (agian) And thats what i have to say about that
Now on to ranting about lovey dovey crap =P
Well Dan will be living with sam and i untill 1 Dan and bruce get an appt. together or 2 sam and my lesise is up and we get a three bedroom appt for dan bruce sam and i...or somthing else happens who knows, needless to say for a while dan is living with me.
Well so dan gave me a full body message to day and i just about died, It felt soooo good and at some point this week he is makeing me dinner yay. We just finished a long talk, basically me asking alot of questions, but it makes me feel alot better about things. Espically that we can talk like this about anything. Even some taboo things that most people in some of our certian situiation coudlnt' talk about. I'm just really enjoying my life right now. I have a job i go to school, and i live with my bestfriend and my boyfriend. My parents know everything and there cool with it. I'm just happy. O and ACON is going to rock. Dan, bruce sam my brothe and me. IT will be wonderfull. It will be nice with all of us. I don't expect my Dan and me time which is alright, i mean were livng together, and my brother and dan really get along so ben is probably going to be following dan around every were, which makes me happy, i hope ben has a really good time. well anyways short post i guess. Not much more to say. Very tired. Umm o yea and dan told me he wants me to wear this ring, its one of those you wear it one way your free and you were it the other your taken, he said he wants everyone knowing i'm taken, which made me really happy. That he wants me to be his and only his. Anyways i'm going to go sleep now next to him *giggels like a school girl* i know this excitment wont' last so i'm going to enjoy it while it is here.
SAM: o and sam I hope you got my note, i'm always here for you, no matter what. And i'm sorry if any of my actions have worsen any situations. I do care and love you and hope the best for you always.
Night ya'll
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Sam is right, after our descusion this morning everything is really weird/wow.
Okies so dan and my brother are playing D&D for x-box so of coures i'm bored so i took this quiz
O and it still hasn't sucken in that Dan and I are dating....kinda weird
Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people,
they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest personality
trait, and thoose you can see through should be
grateful. If they aren't already. You detest
narrow minded people, because they can't see
what's really there. Facades is not your thing
and you strive to always be who you really are.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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[23 Apr 2005|04:53am] |
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So this time its 5 in the morning but my sitition as it always seems is changeing, has changed agian
So after i watched dan roleplay with my brother and his two friends till three in the morning, we went back to the appt., well before that he had told me we needed to talk when we got back, so when we did actually get back i was like what is it what is it...and then......he asked me out.
SOOOOOO DAN AND I ARE DATEING NOW
.....again...and also living together for a little bit...this will be weird, fun, and challenging, but i'm ready for it
O he also gave me like the best sex of my life today =P Life is sweet.
I'm very very happy right now.
good night.
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...its 4:30 in the morning....*dies*...yea so I randomly woke up so heres a random update.
Well as of today this will be the end of the second week dan has been staying with Sam and I. Yes dan is staying with me and sam, how this came to be i'm still pondering but this is the general jest of it...he came down to vist two weeks last friday, he was suppose to leave with jesus the next day but then i said i would take him back to houstan on monday, then he decided to stay till friday to hang out with chris on his b-day, then he decided to stay till wensday because it was 4/20, so i basically talked it over with sam, and we decided/ told dan that he could stay no probelm till A-kon since he is going with us, and after that even, but if he did stay after that we would prefer him start looking for a job, just to help with some of the bills. SOOOO yea, i think he is probably going to stay till a-kon but other than that i have no idea...eh but no big to me...
GAMERS READ: o and for all of you who are part of the gameing group who might read this, this doesn't mean my cell phone or appt. phone has become dan's phone. YOU CALL MY CELL YOU WILL NOT GET AHOLD OF DAN!!! i won't pick up and if i do i won't give the phone to dan, my cell phone is not a way to get ahold of him, and as far as the appt. phone goes it just really depends on who you are, there are a few people who shouldn't be calling this appt. and if your one the call won't be picked up and if you leave a message it will be deleted, if dan wants to get a hold of anyone he can call them from the appt.
Sorry i'm not trying to be a bitch about this but for the first week and a half dan was here both my cell and appt. phone got bombarded with calles fro dan, people from houstan, chris (which was somewhat understadble) and even jesus' dad. SOOO i'm kinda sick of it, and i have a cell phone, if i'm going to get bitched at for my cell phone bill i want it at least to be because i was talking to ppl not dan.
Okies so that little bitch fest out of the way, how is living with dan, suprisily alot better than i would have thought before this, We went through my closet and found alot of shirts i have that are t- shirts or guy shirts i got from radom places, so dan actually has a selection and i washed the clothes and came down here in and between sam (who had a random bottel of axe spray and my brother) dan has deoderant, so yes, he is clean and smells nice....untill he smokes but eh...
umm Its pretty cool cause i will work monday through thrusday and alot of the times, dan will make me lunch or dinner, cause i'm to tired or busy so i really do appreciate that, and he will also clean up after us all, like do the dish washer and wash our dishes...by hand sometimes, and make my bed. I told him he didnt' have to but he said it wast the least he could do....ooo and i called in to work on wensday....when you get woken up with kisses, and grooping you don't go to work =P so that is another nice part about dan staying here.
So yea, Dan and i are going budget shopping today, i think i'm going to have anywhere from 50 to 70 dollars to spend on grocies, and dan is pretty good at makeing that strech so yea.....umm other than that lots of video game play and anime watching has been done and will continue to be done. I'm enjoying life right now, and trying to plan akon, i need to call my cosins to see if we can stay there. It should be Sam, me, dan, bruce, and my brother, jesus might come to but i'm not sure, and that is it cause i don't want to tell my cosin more than six people i don't even want to tell them six, but jesus never gave me a forsure so agian well just see. AAANNNYYY WHOOO going to go play video games such a fable, or maybe god of war lol just joking thats sam's, probably end up playing castlevania.
nighty night
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